suicide note ..possibly ..that's if I can't make up my mind..

I make mistakes in my life I made stupid choices but my mind never knows what it truly wants..I am so messed up
I want to commit suicide because I'm tired of letting people I love down...I love my family with all my heart and hey if I go to hell well at least it will be warm! 3:) 
I'd rather be somewhere where I don't have to worry about my life choices and hurting people or getting hurt with the consequences even though I need them..it's driving me to depression goodbye to this world hello to the next one..if I have the courage to say goodbye I will...